If there’s no hope inside of me, then why not destroy my reality?
Philosopher, you genius, answer me,
If I’m gonna die anyway, then why not take you with me?
You told me, since I was a little child, not to play with fire,
Just hold me and tell me I’m alright,
Someone please just stay awhile.
And now I’m doing time in a flesh paradigm,
No significance for me you see,
My mind, my thoughts, they waste away, far away,
Is there no God at home in the universe?
An empty soul; I cannot see my way another day,
Love for me is torture just the same,
Why is my soul so very angry all the time?
The darkness falls and I’m going down tonight.
Can’t take this pain no more,
I’m gonna shoot it all down. (shoot it all down)
And now I’ll prove to them I’m someone real,
If I can’t have my way I’ll send you to an early grave,
‘Cause Thursday’s the last… Thursday’s the last of me.
Me, all mine, it’s mine, for me – can’t you see?
I have no reason why I should not euthanasia me,
Destroy, tear down and burn; not just me, but my family,
If there’s no God in heaven, then why pretend love is anything?
If I can’t have my way I’ll send you to an early grave,
And then I’ll prove to you I’m someone real,
I hurt so bad inside; I’ll check out for an early ride,
‘Cause Thursday’s the last, Thursday’s the last,
Thursday’s the last.
I’m alive without sight and no dream,
Jesus, please,
God, without you I am nothing.
If I can see the way tomorrow brings another day,
For God has proved to me He’s someone real,
I hurt so bad inside, I almost gave it up and died,
Thursday’s a chance, it’s not the last,
Thursday’s the past.
