I've never felt like this before
And I'm so confused
I've never wanted any more
Than to be left alone
But here I am right at the door
To another world
It beckons me though I may try
My best to ignore
And if I'm master of my mind,
Why am I losing it?
Am I a fool to feel disdain
For my lack of will?
Here it comes again, this foreign thought
There must be more to life
Than I can see
But what does it mean to me
Searching for answers
It's getting stronger now, and I
Can't take it anymore
I've got to open up my mind
To the possibility
Perhaps I gave into a lie
I'm starting to see that
Life is fleeting, or so it's seeming,
The sunsets' sealing it all away
The emptiness I feel inside
When I'm all alone
Seems to force me into thought
What if there's a god who weeps at the state of mankind
Knowing it's their choice to remain in their bitter, empty ways?
