Searching desperately for something to fill these needs
Well I can't always pretend there's nothing wrong with me
Turn away
I'm sickening just to see
I swear you're better off when I'm not around
Not around
You say I've been going down the wrong path lately
Well now I'm beginning to accept it
I never wanted to pursue what's killing me
But I can't find help
Reality is getting too hard to cope with
But I'm still fighting
I'll sit and I'll stare
Waiting for nothing to change
I'll sit and I'll stare
Waiting for nothing
I don't know where to turn
When I question myself
I don't know where to turn
When I question myself
I'll fight this, I'll follow through
I can't keep doing this when I know it's killing you
I remember when you said
I'll never change, and that
I'm the only one to blame
I'll prove you wrong because
I refuse to stay the same
You say I've been going down the wrong path lately
You say I've been going down the wrong path lately
You say I've been going down the wrong path lately
Well now I'm beginning to accept it
I never wanted to pursue what's killing me
But I can't find help
Reality is getting too hard to cope with
But I'm still fighting
I'll sit and I'll stare
Waiting for nothing to change
I'll sit and I'll stare
Waiting for nothing
