We All Lose

I am a shell of my former self
Not the man I used to be
Yet this me existed before
The me that was in between

And now that the war is over
I'm left wondering

Am I right, are you wrong
It's all just a game
Until we conquer each other
And we all lose, we all lose

I'm on my own yet not alone
I can't let go of what you've done
Cause I'm still raw, at what you thought
I hate what I have become