About Me They yell and scream at me. I donít think. I just do. Muzik numbs this terrible pain. Someday the music will stop. When it does, I will be gone...
My identity is what I struggle with and how I deal with it.. I am not ashamed to say that I have dealt with dark thots of suicide and depression. The Enemy deceived me for a long time... Satan viciously attacked my mind because I am a son of God, created in His own image. He is bitter towards me because he knows of the intense, upright journey Christ has planned for my life. I now have the power to say ďNO!Ē Christ bled so we wouldn't have to!
Christ knew what you would struggle with before He created you. If you are struggling with dark depression... If tormenting thots of self-destruction are penetrating your mind... You are not alone. Christ knows of your struggle. Cry out to Him. If prayer seems all too distant at the moment: Please feel free to privately mssg me! I am here for those of you suffering with this unbearable weight. I know how terrible this battle can be. If you are silently struggling: Please let me personally share how Christ has worked in my life, and how He can take that unnecessary load off of your life. Through Christ's cleansing blood, He can do all things. If you let Him, His sacrificial blood will disintegrate Satanís grasp, just as acid eats through metal.
I know how crazy things can get. Mind me; I havenít experienced it allÖ But when it comes to the battle over our own minds, Iíve experienced a good portion of it. Now that I have found the Light from within this darkness, I CANNOT allow others to silently suffer. I must do the best I can to break off these heavy chains weighing them down. These deceiving strongholds are holding them back from worshipping God with all their heart.
P.S, the first paragraph is a poetic representation of the intensity of the war that was raging within my mind. It was a call for help... an expression of my own intimidating mind. Now it serves as an example to show God's glory in how He has miraculously transformed my life! I know many others are out there, fighting these same thots of self-destruction. I want to be there for them... a symbol of Christ, carrying us through the wilderness..